It’s Been Hard

Okay, so I’m doing this again. Working on getting the blog going and trying to find a way to actually put my feet on the ground.

Annoyingly, depression is a hard rock that has been beating the living hell out of me for the past few months. Nothing is worth while and finding joy has been a serious struggle. Honestly, I’m kinda forcing myself to do this right now, convincing myself that if even one person reads this and sees that there are others pushing through then maybe I did some good.

How have I been coping? Well, turns out writing lyrics and feeding them to an AI Music generator is a great way to put your emotions in check, especially when you ‘talk through music’ like me. Between the tracks I’m generating and my Spotify playlist you can really see how I’ve been doing, and that at least helps me see what’s going on inside my head. I’ll be releasing some of the music here on RavenTC, and others in our discord.

Honestly, I can’t think of much else to put here, so I suppose I’ll call it a short post today. I’m hoping I stay around a bit better this time, I miss you all.

Keep her Shiny Side up, I know I’m trying~

Rvn